the first step

I did something big today. 
Ok, it wasn't big in an overwhelming sense of the word, 
but it was big for me.  
I'm nervous about talking on the phone to people that I don't know. 
I was nervous about placing an ad to meet musicians online
I decided that I want to sing.
I want to find a band and sing.
...to at least try
....and I did it. 
I did all of it.  
I even just made the phone call to the guy 
with an interesting answer to my ad
...that's talking to a stranger on the phone in SPANISH 
(in person it's not a problem, but on the phone is scary).  
I did it.  
I'm making the changes that I want to make to my life.
I'm facing my last fears.
it's just the first step
I haven't realised this dream
but...
I'm doing it.
I'm doing it.
I'm
doing
it.